Thursday, August 21, 2008
breath taking.


'One man's trash is another man's treasure' ,Not everyone understands what this quote means but im glad to say that maybe i did get to experience the feeling of it.My life now seems ever so calm,my problems are alleviated and most importantly,i feel that my feelings are being taken care of like precious gems.Likewise,it seems that life has been showering me with tons of sweet gestures from the ones i treasure most.Whats there not to be happy about when at the end of a long day out you know you'll be smiling in bed before you head to sleep.Secretly,my life has been quite dark and hurtful each time a flashback occurs in my memory but since then the pages of my life has been handwritten with lovely experiences that touches my heart in every way thats possible.Now i have new memories to cherish,new mistakes to learn from,new emotions to appreciate,and new people to show my gratitude to.

but the main reason of my never ending happiness is that one person which i'd never thought i'd spent most of my time with.
and for us bestfriends who we never imagined we would have.thank you (:
which are my two angels from above Qraisha Jasni & Muhammad Nur Hakim .
i sayang you two,manymany,muchmuch.muwah.







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Thursday, August 14, 2008
WEEKENDS !


HOLLA HOLLA MY GORGEOUS CHICKAS (:

its 1.56 pm and i just got home from school.Class was as usual great today.
Caught up with my long lost close friend miss nabilah after school,oh how
much i miss you girl.Wish i could turn back time and relive that experience.
Anyway ITS FRIDAYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know why im so motherfuckingly excited about the weekends coming up.
ha-ha.
Looking forward to whatever im gonna do though.

initial plans for today ;
  • shopping (grabbing a leapord print kimono top from far east)A MUST *
    • have lunch at lucky plaza's ayam penyet (thats a maybe though)
      • meet the clicks at arab street for a long lost desired sheesha session
        • head back home with mr akeem (:

          will be back by 1 am guys.Wait up if you want to allright ?
          have a great weekend ahead.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Morning bluez


Good morning fellow readers. It's 10.12 am and im on my bed when im supposed to be sitting in my physics class in school.
Reason being that i am suffering from a very painful sting like pain in my abdominal area.
Visited the doctor yesterday and he said that it was food poisoning.I guess it was the cause of the chicken rice that i ate at an unfamiliar food court which akeem brought me too.
It looks like a banquet but its not and its located in causeway point itself. Well whatever it is,I AM NEVER SETTING FOOT IN THAT PLACE EVER AGAIN.
Know why ? Because my stomach feels like its going to tear open anytime soon.
I missed soccer practice yesterday due to this irritating fuckerooo thats dancing its way in my stomach to its own music.
I cant wait to throw those bloody army or germs all out into the toilet bowl.
Just you wait you little demons,you will regret. ha-ha .
I miss school,i miss the clicks,i miss mr clark but most of all i miss myself enjoying and laughing my freaking ass off during school hours.
Friendships are supposed to be kept genuine in every way possible.
Some people love to speak of independence and that friends do not really play a big role in thier lives.
But these few people has just been scar-ed by actions of thier own friends.
Some times even for the wrong reasons.I pity those who can never learn to forgive,forget and to love again.
I myself was considered under this category of people untill someone showed me the wonders it can do to change the way you look at situations.
People do things for specific reasons and you are no one to judge that because you are not them.
You are your own alone.You handle your own emotions,you control your own mind.You cant control others. God gave you brains to think about others,and not yourself.
God gave you eyes to see and oberserve but never to make assumptions.
God gave you ears to listen and not to hear.
God gave you a mouth to say out the facts and not fiction.
I see where you stand now,Everyone does.

Its you who should reflect on what you've done not him.
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Blogging for good.




















So much to do,so little time.
i've noticed that time is the only thing that i need to manage right now.
Looking back at what i've been doing,im afraid its going to haunt my future.
Im not interested in knowing what i will be doing in the future though,im more of frightened about the things that will be happening around me.
Thinking if i am going to be more firm and confident when it comes to handling situations.
Whether if the pressure's going to break me down or lift me higher.
I'm only 16 and im thinking about things my friends would just joke about.Whats happening?
I'm questioning myself,i guess its just me growing into a young adult but at the same time im not too sure if i'm supposed to follow this urge i have to make decisions on my own.
Comparing myself to a baby's first step forward.
I've always been depending on people to make decisions for me,Mybe it is time.
But what do i do when all hell breaks loose?Should i just swim in calm waters and leave it all in his hands ? Or should i go forth with what i believe in.
I've got to set things straight in my life,I would not want to be the last to catch up to the world but i dont want to rush at the same time.
Still contemplating though...
well anyway..updates on my life's through my pictures.Warning.The amount of pictures you are about to be looking at might give you myopia.You may stop browsing if you wish to. haha (whatever)


Ooh and another thing...

i miss you Q.



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