Friday, February 20, 2009
Carlos n Carly.
As promised,here are the pictures of my two babies.B1 n B2...hahaha.I wish.
Wouldnt it be awesome if you were to have banana's in pajamas as a pet.
mcm cute gitu kan.
allright2,lets end the nonsense and admire the beauty of my babies.enjoy

















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more than affection,your the desire.

Turn the music on loud and shake the stress off.

Thats what i intend to do in the next couple of hours to come.

It's been hectic with school occupying almost every minute of my time.

Oh shit,and the stress of the o levels are beginning to scare me out of my undies.

Time's running too fast and im still walking at my own pace.

Wake up call.ring a bell.


He had to leave for a mission 3 days ago and as lonely as i was,i did not complain.

Never,na-da,zero-O.I was at peace knowing his out there trying to prepare himself

for the worst.If it were to happen,he would be the first to sacrifice all that he has made possible.

How thoughtful of him,it takes much courage to face the most fearsome future,you know.

What a hero i thought to myself as I heard the sound of the guns blasting away on the

morning of the 19th.He could handle the most hastiest situations so well,which most

of it includes me.Its just an honour to be known as his.You've changed the way i see life,now

even the most disturbing sight of you seems to paint such a beautiful picture.Glad?yes,no doubt.

And i'll assure you this,


I'll fall together with you when your knees touch the ground.

I'll sink together with you when tears starts to lure you to drown.

I'll still hold your hand even if you were to lose an arm.

I'll still hug you if your smothered in mud.

I'll accept you at your worst,so dont be shy.

Im more than just a girlfriend.I am your reflection.

If you go through troubled times,you'll never have to feel insecure because im your sheild.

And you're my armour.

Remember when we used to call ourselves the male and female versions of each other ?

Well,we still are,because despite the things we do,i do see me in you,vice versa.

Our desire and passion is just so intense.Its shown that we are indeed different from the rest.Its no mutual infatuation but the devotion is just so selfless.Im fond of everything that is so delicate about you.This is the best i can do with words.Forgive me if i ever did harm you or offend you.I pray that the purity of your touch will remain in me always.To us...
Amour,never seperated.
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
fucked up.
Its happening way too often and im getting sick of it.
Questioning myself for my own mistakes?
Mine ? Yours ? Ours ?
Its difficult to even try to make an attempt to differentiate between the 3.

So this is my first challenge being 17.
Great,out of all things.
He truely knows where my weakest point lies at.
Wonder how am I going to overcome this misery.


Help.I need You Back.
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
February girl.



Growing older became something I wanted to do desperately to accomplish.In fact,every young teen wished they could be older from time to time.Look at how presumptuous i was never to consider growing as a challenge but as an accomplishment instead.This was merely the type of thinking i had when i was young.Now I wished ageing was something i could avoid.
Compare the two pictures above.Look at how much i've grown.Is it not scary to all of you?Soon,you might not even realize your 30,bearing 2 kids,working as a career woman.
Thats one frightening fact right there.But im relived that its only going to happen 10 years down the road from now.At least i can have the chance to stictch up my life before its too late.
However,although time is rushing the clock,I am looking forward to the prospects that lay ahead of me.Wondering if i'll be even more struck by the harsh reality of how difficult each moment would be in the future and how i'll learn from it.Life's pretty interesting and mysterious because you'll always end up with unpredictable surprises.
Well whatever it is,im ageing and maturing as well.So i hope the best for myself and hope i'll be that aspiring person i always dreamt to be when i was a kid.

And to all the people who congratulated me,wished me,sabo me,hit me,pinched me,'molested' me(goes out directly to my class girls),bitched about me,took advantage of me,spoiled me,catered to me and praised me.

Thank you so much because you made me the stronger person I am now.
Im proud to say that im aware of how much i've changed as a person and i'm glad I had to learn how to overcome certain obstacles and learn humanity skills from those around me.
If it was not for you guys and especially my family,
The girl that's typing this post now would not be glowing in the dark in her own way confidently.
To my secondary 5 lovers,you guys are the sweethearts of my life.
Such angels,im sure it'll be a cherished memory in my heart.

And to the february girls,here's a little something i came up with...

February : Fabolously Etiquette Bitches Rocking Unthinkable Accomplishments Naturally Year-long.

I replaced the last R with and N for fun so dont mind it.

There you go.my birthday post.
ooh,and im looking forward to today.
Another celebration (:
see you bitches.<33>Happy 17th Fana Boonana.:D
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Shagged.
The week's flooded with tests and extra classes.Im just enduring with this 'cramping of everything into the head' situation right now.I feel persistent in studying but the fact that it gives me headaches just lures me to loose interest so easily.But no,i'll not give up.Guess its going to be world war 3 with me and the books.I wished the scientists invented a device that could suck all the information out from books and then restoring it into our brains just by clicking a switch but then again hard work pays off.So why be lazy right.RIGHT FANA.(-.-)'

Just got back from school,look at how late it is,its 15 minutes to 7 in the evening and i went to school at 6 in the morning.People should congratulate me with the attitude i have towards school now you know.Wonder why they dont do that.Haahaa.I would feel so much more appreciated.yeah,whatever.lol.People just dont realize how good i am.Why?because most people in this world are just too obsessed with themselves and what thier doing.Try to spare a thought for those around you.You dont just go up to someone bossing them around like your some queen.
Well your standards of queens are those located at the butt i guess.Filthy filthy bitch.
Your not living in your world sunshine,wake up.Your living in MINE as well so stop treating us like we're dogs and have some respect or im gonna be slicing dog meat for dinner.

what a waste.Girls dont hate on other girls just because other girls are much more attractive than you.Thats just plain blonde behaviour.Like dont you have brains to think?Bunch of low self esteem people.Come on,pretty girls are just lucky to have looks,but they still go through what you go thruogh,live life like how you do.But they have to put up with MORE critisisms and rumours,all thanks to people like you.Have a heart,stop being so jealous.What can you gain from doing this ? Nothing.exactly.If your a bitch,and your actually proud of it.it shows what type of ill considerate girl you are.Come on,your degrading yourself with your OWN mouth.If your already low in IQ,dont try to act smart.You'll make yourself look stupid.So a word of advice.Just DONT.

Gracey's inviting me for dinner tomorrow at her place.She's cooking for me.Sweet aye.See what i mean when it comes to affection.It doesnt have to always be from someone you care about.Im excited about playing with her dog.From what gracey told me,she's pretty adorable i must say.
Cant wait.Cant wait.What a friend (:

And its 2 days away from my big day.17 soon baby.
Wonder whats in store for me in school.
I have a bad feeling about this.They must be
up to mischeif.Whatever it is I hope it'll make everyone's
day.Dont worry i'll come prepared for anything.
Update soon.SEE YOU TOMORROW GRACEY <33


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