Wednesday, September 24, 2008
heartache.


I no longer feel at ease.
My minds corrupted with everything thats trying to bring me down.
I dont feel like speaking each night,i'd prefer to tear and let the emotions run.
Havent i been catering enough to all of you ?
Would it hurt you just to give me my own little corner ?
To make me believe what I always believe in and to not make me change who i am ?
Yes,I feel uncomfortable because its hard for me to accept what people expect from me.
Everyones trying to drag me away from my very own beliefs.
Its not like im bothering your lives.
Im stuck now,between decisions that will determine the person i will become in the future.
One mistake could ruin everything that i've worked for.
I need help but i dont know who to go to because no one will ever understand this except for me.
I just hope i'll pull through this no matter what happens.
Its not that im not firm,its just that things which people expect from me can seem pretty unreasonable.
Im only 16 and i still want to explore.
give me a break.
Seriously.
lil leopard pawed by @ 9:30 AM
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