Love works in mysterious ways thus never to be questioned.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

your never what i am,never been,never will.

"i find trusting people hard after all the shit i've been through. but still. i keep it real. so do you think i really have the time to take notice about what people have to say about me. to me what matters is that i have a great bunch of friends around me. who stick by me. who love me for who i am. and dont expect me to change for nothing. and thats great, really."

I got this off my baby's blog. I agree with whatever Q has stated up above because you are who you are for some reason. I guess situations have just been happening one after another to make me realise that other people just wants to find out how mentally strong i am. Trust me,If you think im going to drown in this big open sea,your wrong because I have my own way of swimming and hell yeah im gonna reach ashore. I love everyone around me,I thank them for everything and i'll never give up on life. Eventhough sometimes i get emotional(oh come on everyone gets emotional duhh) and that it may seem like im giving in to my emotions,i know positively that i will always be holding on to that last straw of hope deep down in my heart. And when it comes to the heart,no matter who you are,i wont give a damn about you because all i will care about is ME,MYSELF AND I. (:

ahh now that thats off my chest.I feel more calm.
Akeem came home yesterday,if only i could tell you how much i missed you.
WE NEED TO GO OUT SOON YOU BDAE MAK !
but i guess i'll just have to wait because you'll be busy with mr ns.
there goes my bestboyfriend.

My bestgirlfriend however is pulling through her own problems by herself now. How i wish i could tell you much i envy you baby,you are what they call superwoman and im glad your mine because you have gone through so much yet you still live each day like nothing has happened.Your a wonder baby,yes you are. I know your pulling through,and i know its tough but im assured that you will do it because baby your like no other girl i've met.Your gorgeous,beautiful,extremely smart,lovable,sexy,understanding,patient,generous,your everything a girlfriend needs and god has blessed you with all of these talents to help you pull through in life. I'll be there for you no matter what,im just a phone call away. Im proud of you,i sure am.(:

all i need in life is my family,you and akeem.I dont need no one else and im proud that i dont too.
(oh touching nyer ni post..suke tau aku..eh syoik sendiri eh syugah eh.hahaha.)
anyway,here are the pictures of whats been happening.enjoy love.