allright,this i got to bring up.What's wrong with people nowdays,please try to explain to me why the world's become so cruel out of a sudden.Every hardship now has been cramped into one big hideous black hole.Why does it have to be this way?do they even realise why you even dare to do what your not supposed to?Do they even think twice about what trouble it might get you into if you go against the rules?I know at some point it may seem like an excuse,but why do they have to just look down upon you thinking you were just putting false hope on them.Has it ever occured to you that I have tried doing everything just to make you happy.Its not that im bringing up the past,im just shocked at how low you've reacted to this.Your my everything and you know i would do anything to cater to your needs.I just hope this wont get in the way of our friendship.I know your going through alot right now.Your at this stage of life where you just want to give up and give your final fairwells to the world.Think,you know your stronger than this,you know your struggling at this moment.All you have to do is to gather up whats left of you to stand tall.This is just another stage of life,treat it like that.Do not be pyscho-ed by the words of fear.Let your emotions take control of itself rather than your mind.I know you can do it,dont let fear eat you up.Its hard,i understand but you cannot let it get to you.You know your gonna get through this shit and im gonna be there for you.Even if you do criticize me,do not for a meer second think that im giving up on you.Your my angel and you will always be.I need you to be strong.For the sake of yourself and me.These words might just seem normal to you but to me these words are from a friend who looks up to you and envy's you for the person you are.So be that person now and do not loose out to your own emotions.