Yes people,its been too long,too long indeed.
I've been paying too much attention to my life that i have forgotten about my online journal.
And you people still visit my blog just to check out if i've updated it.
i feel so loved and appreciated.
so i guess i shall start by showering you with christmas greetings.Merry Christmas to those who are celebrating,hope it will be a joyful one for you.
On a brigther note,there will be loads of christmas sales for us girls.I am extremely excited about that actually.Need to do more shopping since i've been stuck at home most of the time.
Now now,i need to express this now and express it freaking well.

I AM SUFFERING FROM FOOD POISONING AND I FUCKINGLY HATE THIS FUCKING BAD BACTERIA ROAMING IN MY FUCKING STOMACH.ITS NOT ONLY ATTACKING THAT AREA BUT MY PRECIOUSLY HEALHTY HEART TOO.CURSE YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING ASS LICKING EXTREMELY IRRITATING BAD BACTERIA.CURSE YOU.

to add on to that i've vomitted for at least 15 times yesterday and i feel like digging into my own stomach to remove the insides of my intestines out so i could find the source to this never ending misery.Oh lord i pray to you for my recovery.You have no idea how saddening it is to trouble the ones around you because your in such a state.I thank all of you,my family,especially my mum and my lovely brother because they took such good care of me through out the day.To a very special person which is akeem's mom who called me so many times just to see if i was recovering, i am sincerely touched.Not forgetting my baby who was on the phone with me through out the lonely hours of the night and for worrying so much for nothing too.i love you.

Once this horror movie is over,im going to be the most appreciative person i can be knowing that people actually care so much.On the other hand i am dying for food.I cant digest anything just yet because whatever goes in goes out.I mean not out they way its supposed to be exactly but out as in if you reverse the freaking cycle.I cant even drink healthy plain water.It'll just end up in the bathroom's sink after 10 minutes or so.please save me.

omg.and i hate my brother.He's eating macD's filet-o-fish in front of me and i can smell the delicious mayo rubbing against the tenderness of its perfectly fried fillet.Major squinting of the eyes :/ uggh.

Ok enough about the emotional distress.I shall now turn to the happier moments of my not-exactly-very-interesting life.But you guys still insist upon reading my whining words so i shall be superwoman for the day to not disappoint you.

' scratches head ' lol.

I've been having killer memorable moments with mr akeemo,hohoho.ok i had to do that.feeling2 santa clause.What.it rhymed ok.shh.laughs.ok lets get back to this.He's been such a sweetheart.Wait he has always been a sweetheart but whatever he's been taking care of miss boss quite well.Screw the disagreements,they're normal.One thing i love most about him is that he never gives up like at all.Be it Ns or in this love tied relationship.He'll still be headstrong even when he feels like shit.Dont you find that adorable.'alalalala shayanggg.' like how most malay aunties will react to cute gestures.haha.eh im not an auntie eh if that actually crossed your mind.Its just fun to mimic them.Oh boy,your so comical with your stupid antics.I reckon that i wont be able to really express how it feels like when your around me after trying to for countless of times.No wonder your in love with me.whaaaaaaat.Naah,im just being that egoistic princess who wont admit that she has the most wonderful angel to have experienced love with.bet your liking the 'shakespear shit' rightt.lol
oh art thou thou makan chicken pau pau.-.-'

Yeah so we had a chalet with Supreme,Gracey,Khabi,Fakir,Akeemo (hohoho) haha and this one guy who cracks us up everytime about his pool story,the star Dinnezel.He actually went for a swim in the pool's chalet without removing his ciggie out from his shorts and it was floating happily untill the lifegaurd noticed it bringing almost everyone to tears due to their non stop laughter.Gracey got really drunk together with her screw loose boyfriend.Funny couple.Must must be adored.I've been going out with akeems family alot too.yeah.Basically thats it.I cant remember most of my outings plus im just to lazy to be blabbering about almost everything that happened.So cliche you know.lol

and another thing,i think you people have been dying to know about my n level results right.
as heavy my heart is to be saying this....
'long pause with sad face'
I actually scored 10 points and got PROMOTED.PROMOTED.PROMOTED.
i still cant believe that word.PROMOTED.
i felt like my jaw literally dropped to the floor when my teacher repeated the word PROMOTED.
Well that only means that there'll be no fun n games for me in 2009.I'll be an official NERD.
Cant wait to see what that outcome is like.Best wishes to me.On another note,i'll be having an air conditioned class rooms.Tell me how am i going to keep myself attentive when the air around me only screams sleeep.lol

a couple of days back i was so bloody bored that i came up with this as my personal message in msn..Are you sleeping Are you sleeping brother john brother john,its early in the morning,early in the morning,time to watch PORN,time to watch PORN.Cracked me up like a mad cow man.Gracey was having fun with it too.I received a call from Q baby too.She's in KL for a short holiday trip with her family.Hope you return safely love.Oh and im expecting some goodies.
wideeeeeeeee smile pleasee.

well i think its becoming too wordy again.i'm just going to finish up the rest of the post with the pictures allright.have a joyful christmas.