my face but the irony of waiting for it to spread evenly is
taking too long.I need my skin to recover fast but i cant
do nothing about it.Which has been pulling my mood down
alot.

Saturday's are supposed to be the day loverboy and me spend
time with each other and im missing out on it today which kills
my mood even more cause i wont get to embrace his cute face.
Or kiss his soft fatty cheeks and play with his small jelly like fats
around his waist.Goodness,i miss him so much and i cant even
get a chance to show it.Shit.Bullshit.There's another reason why i
dont wanna meet him up though,and he knows why.So its uncessary
for me to spill it out right here.

I am frustrated now but like I said i can do nothing about it.
I'll just have to be patient and wait.And baby dont blame
yourself about the sunburn incident.Its not anyones fault.
I should have known better to have brought protection
for my skin.Everythings fine now.Im just bugged because I
will not be able to meet my muscle man.Hmm,another boring
saturday coming up I guess.

Im thankful that carlos & carly are around though,at least they
will be keeping me company through out this sulking day.
sulk sulk sulk.That is the main feeling predicted today.Enjoy your
saturday people.Dont choose to waste it like me.Have a jolly good
time.

i miss you like fuck.