So,its my first post for 2009.No fancy stuff just yet cause nothing quite interesting has happened but as usual i am looking forward towards the days that im gonna be living by.I know i promised to update about new year and the last few days of 2008 but I was just too shagged to even get on my keyboard to start typing.Guess it was the 2009 blues.And know im starting the early jazz.
ok lame (-.-) .

Allright,lets start afresh,i dont think that theres a need to know what happened on new years eve cause it didnt went too well.Lets just accept the fact that its the past and that the past should remain untouched.So here i am now in secondary 5,yes i repeat secondary 5,im an 'o' level candidate.Ok i think you people are probably screaming omg in those empty good for nothing heart of yours,hater.'O' levels screams my name this year and in return im screaming for HELP.

So far im coping quite well with my academic studies.Maths is truning into a favourite subject.Tell me about it,your suprised?Im freaking out because i think maths is interestingly irritating.I need to digress from this topic.Its taking up too much of my precious brain memory.All the best to me though.Im expecting a total downgrade in my social events due to my mugging.Oh well,i'll just have to endure this one year.Oh and here's a fun fact,my mum's eager for me to try out for Singapore Idol 3,if there is even one.She said this....

'hey,kak siti why not try out for sg idol 3?I want to see you shine' - mama

'dont want la maaa,im already shining,look at my oily face..hahaha' - me

'oik,mama not joking la,i wanna see you on tv,so you'll make me proud' - mama

'are you trying to say that im not doing enough now ? :/' - me

'No,you know im your number 1 fan and i want to share my daughters
lovely voice with the world,you dont get that alot in singapore you - mama
know kak,its very rare'

'Then O levels how?What if i cant juggle?' - me

'Your starting to sound like your uncles n aunties,ade2 je alasan tau
kalau pandai jaga masa,siti tetap akan lulus in whatever u do,just
believe in yourself no matter how many people condemn you,just bolayan' - mama

'bolayan or whaaat,my mum's turning into a minahrep.LOL.i love you ma' -me

How cute is that.I just finished chatting with mum and i've come to a conclusion that human needs are undesirable.If one does not know thier limits,thier bound to suffer from permanent head damage.HAHAHAHA.what in hell's world was i thinking.
Its true though,people who think too much end up doing nothing because they've already wasted thier time thinking.Its always advisable to actually share your thoughts with someone else so it'll liften your burden.On the contrary,I've been doing alot of emotionally supporting kinda chats with the girls and boys.

It touches me because they look at me as a place for comfort and i thank all you grateful people who see me in that way.You are one of the reasons why this life of mine seems so meaningful when people think its meaningless.You guys deserve so much in life for your good doings,im sure he'll reward you someday somehow.Now its time for me to hit the sack because i have school to attend tomorrow.As monotonous as i sound,i am crazy about going to school because its pushball day today ! The girls will roar like lions and charge like beasts.Not joking.lol

anyway i have a very interesting post coming up about a girl who doesnt really know what to expect from life.This particular girl has threw so many golden chances away just by making the wrong decision to satisfy her own needs.Now she's starting to regret and miss it.Pity pity that little kitty.Hear her meowing for attention.Im going to get this done with in my next post.Dont miss this.

And my ns man is doing very fine with me thank you.We didnt need your concern anyway.

To be continued....


oh and here are some pictures of me when i just got my new lappy.I was playing around with the webcam like a kid.Im just in love with my new lappy.Got it as an early birthday present.Thanks mummy,daddy.wo ai ni forever & always..enjoy (: